Wednesday, February 16, 2011

How i wish life is perfect

Life, being the greatest. But mine, being the worst. Nowadays, it's getting dull and each day i consequently remind myself to stay strong. Problems i couldn't handle is like torture. Thinking back, i did a mistake but can't be rewind. "Such a life, why bother?" , i sometimes ask myself. This is the second time I felt so heartbroken. It doesn't crack into a million pieces but turns into dust like the ones in thin air. Argh! I can't find someone whom i could blabber my feelings out! Oh how I wish I have a second me. The insecureness around me degraded my life state. I used to be a happy-go-lucky person. But now, it's all "happy-go-lucky" , if you know what I mean. I want to have my self confidence back as it used to be. Everything seems to be my downpour now. Get out from my life you asshole! I realize I don't need anybody to regain Me back. I could do it myself, i believe. Someday, you'll see.
 I own my life.