So now this is the only way i could express myself. In my mind ,there's actually thousands of thoughts slashing through. How i wish i could stop thinking of you for one second. And i know i hurt you badly but i don't know how can i regain it back. i never in my life expect this would happen to me and both me and you know i don't trust guys easily. Its like a whirlwind inside my head now. I want to turn things around. This is because I was being so selfish, thinking about myself all the time. Wanting the freedom and all when i already have it. Perhaps, i could never forget about you. You were my all time best friend and my companion and among all, you're always the best. You were there for me regardless how busy you were. I can't thank you for more.
