i wish i could ; if you let me

So now this is the only way i could express myself. In my mind ,there's actually thousands of thoughts slashing through. How i wish i could stop thinking of you for one second. And i know i hurt you badly but i don't know how can i regain it back. i never in my life expect this would happen to me and both me and you know i don't trust guys easily. Its like a whirlwind inside my head now. I want to turn things around. This is because I was being so selfish, thinking about myself all the time. Wanting the freedom and all when i already have it. Perhaps, i could never forget about you. You were my all time best friend and my companion and among all, you're always the best. You were there for me regardless how busy you were. I can't thank you for more. 

How i wish life is perfect

Life, being the greatest. But mine, being the worst. Nowadays, it's getting dull and each day i consequently remind myself to stay strong. Problems i couldn't handle is like torture. Thinking back, i did a mistake but can't be rewind. "Such a life, why bother?" , i sometimes ask myself. This is the second time I felt so heartbroken. It doesn't crack into a million pieces but turns into dust like the ones in thin air. Argh! I can't find someone whom i could blabber my feelings out! Oh how I wish I have a second me. The insecureness around me degraded my life state. I used to be a happy-go-lucky person. But now, it's all "happy-go-lucky" , if you know what I mean. I want to have my self confidence back as it used to be. Everything seems to be my downpour now. Get out from my life you asshole! I realize I don't need anybody to regain Me back. I could do it myself, i believe. Someday, you'll see.

 I own my life.

Be remembered always :)

Today was indeed an unforgetable moment

for all of us. 

We watch eat, we "study", we watch "Mirrors",

we played cards, we laughed, we listen to music

and the best part wad, we sing karaoke

with our out of tune voice. HAHA!

Best of all, we had fun. ;D

And i'd liike to thank all my goodie buddies for 

spending their precious time with me today. 

really appreciate it. :) *being formal* XD

pics? go fb. xD cz i malas upload.

go fb also need my fren to upload. LOL

ciao!

 

When there's desire, there's hope. When there's sky, there's love.

When you're standing out there alone, 

you're with no other but yourself.

When there's two, 

 you own the world.

There's always paths for everyone,

it's only the matter of choice you make.

Strive for your dreams,

the world is beyond limits.

 What creates satisfaction is joy and laughter.

MA 100th POST !!!!! READ IT!

BABEH! YTD  TOTALLY RAWKSSS!!!!!!

Last year of carnival day srsly made dat my best event 

of da year(in school). :)

Carina, hui yee and me helped out on thurs.

oh yes, we ponteng. kindaa since teachers're not teaching

why bother goin to class? haha. XD

so we helped out a lil for 'The Maze' . 

saw the maze now? with yen qin and d balloon. xD

 

it's fun thou it's jz wrappping newspaper around d tables.

especially when ur with ur good frens. 

So it(the carnival)

ended up a success. WoOhOo! btw, CARINA'S the GHOST!!

beware of herr..... XDDD

HER! The one and only deadly Ghost!

After that..I WENT  FOR MTV WORLD STAGE 2010 !

yeah, it's HELL AWESOME! 

while lining up, THE RAIN CAME!!  

we're like all soaked wet man!

even my undergarments were wet. HAHA! 

thank god my phone 's still functioning and i still manage to take 

some pictures to kill the rain. hahaha

this was before THE RAIN. 

everyone looks good ryte?

  yeah and obviously caleb's Still happy 

under d rain. XD

umbrellas, raincoats, me? NONE. xD

and so the concert starts!! 

nah! pics again.

At the lagoon surf beach. :) 

poncos!

Bunkface!

and again, Bunkface!

and wth?? SHOWER CAP!!?

you gotta be kidding me man! 

oh mama, N.O. he's a Guy. 

And yes guys, Wonder Girls. 

behind bars, literally. xD

Smoking HOT!

IT's TOKIO HOTEL! man, they're awesome :)))

there's one hardcore fan beside me

singing ALL their songs. XD

my FAV pic for da day man.. 

saw da satanic sign? and d firy background.

woman, ur blocking my view or are you jz modelling?

water .

lol

3 maniaco fellars beside us. haha.

den WE became crazy. YEAH!

some artistic pic eh? taken by hu? u guess. ;D

my shoe, WET and EWWW!

Lastly! KATY PERRY! 

oh man!  i sang her songs dam GOOD! 

she sang her 2 new songs, and one

of them is peacock. sounds wrong? 

so ladys and gentlemans, THAT one was one AMAZING 

concert eh? man how i hope to go to one like dat again. 

Peace out! :)

uniforms rock MA socks!

I'm lazy to post this thing actually but aRghh! screw it lah!

that tues, which  was few days ago, most of the sc1, 2 n 5 fellars

went to sunway college! for fun :) just the sake of skipping skul.

see teenagers nowadays. ;D

 there're 2 buses. WITHOUT curtains. omgg..the weather could kill my eyes man.

on da way, Traffic jam. Duh! its Subang wert! 

picturesarehere!

the boys gang

 carina's ;)

c

shu qin blocking the Sun!!

taylors frm the bus. blurrr

cars

peoples. humans. homosapiens. students.

sesatness. xD

my curry na. *limited edittion*

she moved. dammmit.

the "restaurant'' ?

                                        jimmy , skeleton.

carina, human.                                         

hollywood superstar! hahahahahhah

That's all :)

it's not about truth , it's all about you.

hey guys, apparently i gotta ''Maaf! Anda tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 8/2011.''

msg frm PLKN! WoOhOo~! which means, i don't hav to suffer for NS!!!!! 

when i receive this msg , I's liike Yessss! haha. and did i mention I's at tuition at that time? xD

so far, a few of them kena. 

dam sad case ryte?

srsly wish them luck there man.

Oh btw, next week i've an Item Berfocus test!!

SAY NOOOOOOOOOOO!

Good news is, NO sciences subs! 

 That makes my day. :)

Bad news is, hav to study sj.

That ruins my day. :(